pain that will not be remedied

I actually I did not know what happened to me, I'm feeling frantic and very confused, I hope there will be a speck of light that illuminate the future and I forever, no hope but always thought, there's always a shadow of you that came up, but I can not touch you, sorry for any mistakes I can not make yourself happy .. I always pray for you happiness, never forgotten one bit if I have forgotten you .. keep your love for me always .. in writing by adwyne