mungkin gw ga pernah jadi yang sempurna..
dan gw juga ga akan pernah bisa menjadi apa yang di harapkan oleh banyak..
agar gw bisa menjadi manusia yang baik dan berguna..
gw saat ini betul-betul nge drop..
sampai kayak begini..ga tau kenapa??
rasa takut, bimbang ga percaya terhadap orang lain..
kenapa..?? gw bingung sampai gw ngorbanin semua orang yang ada di deket gw..
gw emang high temprament,, tapi gw penyayang..
tapi kenapa rasa itu selalu diselimuti oleh rasa takut yang membuat gw ga berguna..
tuhan.. kenapa dan ada apa dengan diriku..
tak bisa lagi ku menyembunyikan rasa sakit ini..
tuhan.. tolong hapuskan bayang-bayang hitam itu agar ku bisa ceria kembali..
aku tak inginkan dia.. dia adalah kesalahan masa laluku..
hingga ku terperosok kedalam jurang yang teramat dalam..
semoga hari esok akan lebih baik lagi.
Dan saya bertanya.. ?? kenapa harus ada perpisahan jika harus di pertemukan ??
jika memang selalu ada canda dan tawa kenapa juga harus ada kebencian mewarnai hidup kita..
karena memang itu adalah bagian dari sebuah kehidupan yang nyata..
KOK BISA ?? tatkala aku mengatakan KENAPA TIDAK??
coba sedikit kamu berpikir didalam sebuah imajinasi yang tinggi..
apakah kamu bisa bertahan.. dengan imajinasi itu tanpa harus kamu memiliki, merasakan dan memanfaatkannya??
di dalam roda kehidupan yang selalu berputar kita tidak selalu berada di puncak titik keberhasilan ataupun di titik kejenuhan..
sekarang cobalah anda manfaatkan segala daya dan upaya yang kamu miliki untuk bisa mempertahankannya.
jika memang di pertemukan namun terpisahkan, tidak ada hal yang abadi di dunia ini.
melainkan kita hanya berusaha di lain sisi kita juga berdoa..
manfaatkan segala yang ada selagi kita bisa mempertahankan yang telah ada..
ikhlaskan segala apa yang kita punya jika itu telah kembali kepada asalnya.
I actually I did not know what happened to me, I'm feeling frantic and very confused, I hope there will be a speck of light that illuminate the future and I forever, no hope but always thought, there's always a shadow of you that came up, but I can not touch you, sorry for any mistakes I can not make yourself happy .. I always pray for you happiness, never forgotten one bit if I have forgotten you .. keep your love for me always .. in writing by adwyne
Sabtu, 01 Mei 2010
The Boy Who Cried Wolf
A shepherd-boy, who watched a flock of sheep near a village, brought out the villagers three or four times by crying out, "Wolf! Wolf!" and when his neighbors came to help him, laughed at them for their pains.
The Wolf, however, did truly come at last. The Shepherd-boy, now really alarmed, shouted in an agony of terror: "Pray, do come and help me; the Wolf is killing the sheep"; but no one paid any heed to his cries, nor rendered any assistance. The Wolf, having no cause of fear, at his leisure lacerated or destroyed the whole flock.
There is no believing a liar, even when he speaks the truth.
The Gingerbread Man
PoorBest
Once upon a time, an old woman and her husband lived alone in a little old house. The couple had no children, and being lonely, the woman decided to make a boy of gingerbread. She carefully mixed the batter, rolled out the dough, and cut out out a very nice gingerbread man. She added sugar icing for his hair, mouth, and clothes, and she used candy chips for buttons and eyes. What a fine looking gingerbread man he was! The old woman put him in the oven to bake. After he was fully done, she slowly opened the oven door. Up jumped the gingerbread man, and he ran out the door saying,
"Run, run, as fast as you can!
You can't catch me!
I'm the Gingerbread Man!"
The old woman and the old man ran after him, but they could not catch him.
And so the Gingerbread Man ran and ran. While he running, he met a cow.
"Moo," said the cow. "You look very fine! Fine enough to eat!" And the cow started to chase to little man.
But the Gingerbread Man ran faster, saying,
"I ran away from an old woman,
I ran away from an old man,
And I can run away from you!
I can!"
And he laughed,
"Run, run, as fast as you can!
You can't catch me!
I'm the Gingerbread Man!"
The cow ran after the Gingerbread Man, but she could not catch him.
The Gingerbread Man kept running, and soon he met a horse.
"Neigh," said the horse, "You look mighty tasty. I think that I would like to eat you."
"But you can't!" said the Gingerbread Man.
"I ran away from an old woman,
I ran away from an old man,
I ran away from a cow,
And I can run away from you!
I can!"
And so he ran singing,
"Run, run, as fast as you can!
You can't catch me!
I'm the Gingerbread Man!"
The horse ran after the Gingerbread Man, but he could not catch him.
The Gingerbread Man ran and ran, laughing and singing. While he ran, he met a chicken.
"Cackle, cackle," said the chicken, "You look fine enough to peck for dinner. I'm going to eat you, Mr. Gingerbread Man."
But the Gingerbread Man just laughed.
"I ran away from an old woman,
I ran away from an old man,
I ran away from a cow,
I ran away from a horse,
And I can run away from you!
I can!"
And so he ran singing,
"Run, run, as fast as you can!
You can't catch me!
I'm the Gingerbread Man!"
The chicken ran after the Gingerbread Man, but she could not catch him.
The Gingerbread Man was proud that he could run so fast.
"Nobody can catch me," he thought. So he kept on running until he met a fox.
He just had to tell the fox how he ran faster than all the others.
"Mr. Fox," he said,
"As tasty as I appear to be,
I cannot let you catch and eat me.
I ran away from an old woman,
I ran away from an old man,
I ran away from a cow,
I ran away from a horse,
I ran away from a chicken,
And I can run away from you!
I can!"
But Mr. Fox did not seem to care.
"Why would I want to bother you?" asked Mr. Fox. "You don't even look that tasty. No, young man, I don't want to eat you at all."
The Gingerbread Man was so relieved.
"Well, indeed, Mr. Fox," said the Gingerbread Man. "If you don't mind, I think I'll take a little rest here." And the Gingerbread Man stopped running and stood still.
And right when he stood still. Snap! went Mr. Fox's jaws right into the Gingerbread Man until he was gone.
"He was very tasty after all," thought the fox.
And so the Gingerbread Man ran and ran. While he running, he met a cow.
The Gingerbread Man kept running, and soon he met a horse.
The Gingerbread Man ran and ran, laughing and singing. While he ran, he met a chicken.
"Mr. Fox," he said,